my first love broke my heart, as you can probably tell from my poems, but thankfully i met a wonderful guy who treats me like a princess. im a little emo girl, and writing when im upset is my way of venting. i use to cut until i realized there are better ways, i've had alot of problems in my life my best friend/ brother died about a year ago. i've struggled with eating disorders this last 2 years, but im starting to realize that life is too short to worry about all this stuff. don't let my flaws fool you, im a usually happy person with the greatest friends any girl could ever want, i love to hang out and laugh, go swimming and have a good time. if you have anything to say or any questions your more than welcome to write me at ashleyhamblet@yahoo.com don't worry, i don't bite! |
The scars on my arms wont go away
my memories of you will never fade...
When i said i love you, you lied.
you knew i was lost...
I use to think no one would ever see
all these cuts, all these scars...
False hope &
screams unheard...
This was all make believe
you were never really there...
I love when you look past me
to see her...
Today tomorrow
maybe next week...
You grab my arm
and pull me back...
You look at me through
blood drawn eyes...
I watched you, not in that creepy 'I want you...
i know it's not in poem form like my others... but...
Late at night i see your face haunting my dreams with your sweet embrace and now as the sun rises you take me by the hand leading me forever to my promise land xOxO |
Im sure he has better things to do |
~*~everyone thinks theyre the one to change her but everyday she thinks the drugs can save her~*~ |