I always knew it would end with the gun to my head. i just didn't think i'd be the one to pull the trigger

Im sure he has better things to do
than waste his time on me.
i know i meant nothing to him,
but he meant everything to me.

~*~everyone thinks theyre the one to change her but everyday she thinks the drugs can save her~*~

~*~ when i run out of tears will you still be standing there? ~*~

~*~ still wishing you were just a dream ~*~

Just once more
i promise ill be fine
but as you walk away
you'll see me pull out my knife

~*~it's you~it's me~it's a beautifulenvy~*~

He's left this earth but his love will haunt me with tears and pain for the rest of my living days

Im the average teenage girl
i live in my own little world
so why then, when he says goodbye again
does it hurt like i meant more?

~*~valentine's is a day for fools~ fools who believe in forever~ fools who'll soon see the truth in each other~*~