I always knew it would end with the gun to my head. i just didn't think i'd be the one to pull the trigger

i hate love now. it was all a lie. all he ever did was make me cry. but still ill share my thoughts with you, and hope they'll help you make it through.

Things might get better, the scars somehow fade, and maybe he'll realize he was wrong... someday

~*~it's amazing what you can do with a blank sheet of paper and a broken heart~*~

~*~valentine's is a day for fools~ fools who believe in forever~ fools who'll soon see the truth in each other~*~

Im the average teenage girl
i live in my own little world
so why then, when he says goodbye again
does it hurt like i meant more?

He's left this earth but his love will haunt me with tears and pain for the rest of my living days

~*~it's you~it's me~it's a beautifulenvy~*~

Just once more
i promise ill be fine
but as you walk away
you'll see me pull out my knife

~*~ still wishing you were just a dream ~*~