It's totally pathetic how I sleep every night, since Valentines day, next to that teddy bear you gave me,
Just because it smelled like you.

I still smile every time you call,
I still wish for you to be happy,
And I still love you, even though I can't have you.

I told you I would never forget you..

But now I pray it to be untrue.

I hate that I fell in love with you,
But yet it's the best thing I'll ever do.

My mistake - I made you my everything.
My problem - I would do it all over again in a heartbeat

I hate how badly I have lost control.
How everything is falling to peices.
And nothing anymore goes right.
I swear that I think I'm dying.

But it's going to be okay,
because I am not alone.

Him: "What are you doing?"
Her: "...Nothing."
Him: "Your lying."
Her: *tear falls* "I know.."

(While the girl is cutting herself)

I never thought I would cry over you.
But I also thought you loved me.

I guess I was wrong.

If You don't see my love for You,
Then You must be blind.
If You don't hear how much I cry for You each night,
Then You must be deaf.
If You can't understand how much You mean to me,
Then You must not care.

If you want me to lie,
I can say nothing is wrong,
Say I'm not crying,
Say that I'm over you,
And that I never loved you

because "us" was never real.