Thoughts I can't control,
Push through my negative mind...
I've always hated goodbye's,
They've always shaken me to the core...
I'm sorry I'm not good at this,
This is kind of hard to explain...
I'm missing your laugh,
And the jokes you make...
My heart is breaking and I don't even know why,
Its hurting me so bad it's even making me cry...
I know this love is difficult,
I know it can cause pain...
The Hardest thing is waking up,
And already wanting to cry...
I don't know why it effects me so,
But it does and I can't let it go...
What happened to us,
And who we used to be...
I\'m smiling and I\'m laughing,
But is it truelly mine...
Once upon a time,
In a fairytale place...