And their are time u just wanna scream out load I LOVE YOU SOOO F**KEN MUCH and their are time u just wanna say why are u doing this to me and right now im between the to so confuized not knowing what to do!!!

And thinking about what i just did i know this is the end of my pain the end of my sorrows now ppl are gonna wish they would have tired to help the lifeless gurl they always saw in the back of the class room

And with her last breaths she screams for her mom and says shes sorry

(from my poem thingy sittign on bed waiting to die,if u get time plez read it and tell me what u think!!!)

Nothing in this world can save her from her self no matter how hard she tries she can never be happy with her self

So lost so confuised so sad so mad so many things run through my mind that remind me of you

I would rather spend my hole life in a hospital knowing u love me then spending one min of the day thinking you hate me

You no what i loved u more then any one in the world but now i just found out you were the one i hated the most

I love when the world falls in to night nothing but darkness and silent screams of the worlds kids

(something out of on of my poems)

Still healing from last summers lost love

I loved you in the summer every thing was hot its winter now and all i feel is the bitter cold