No one ever said it would be this hard letting go of something yew wanna hold on to forever

Go ahead tear my heart apart i dont care anymore

The fallen can still glow

not mine but i love it

If i promise not to kill u can i plez have a hug?

not mine but i like it

I sit in my room waiting for u too call me but my phone just wont ring maybe if i pic up my razzor hold it to my wrist maybe u would call

How can u love some1 youve never seen b4? how can u love some1 that dont love u back?how can u love some1 that u know wont ever love u back? when u find out the anwsers plez tell me cuz im going crazy loven some one that wont ever love me back

And their are time u just wanna scream out load I LOVE YOU SOOO F**KEN MUCH and their are time u just wanna say why are u doing this to me and right now im between the to so confuized not knowing what to do!!!

And thinking about what i just did i know this is the end of my pain the end of my sorrows now ppl are gonna wish they would have tired to help the lifeless gurl they always saw in the back of the class room

And with her last breaths she screams for her mom and says shes sorry

(from my poem thingy sittign on bed waiting to die,if u get time plez read it and tell me what u think!!!)

Nothing in this world can save her from her self no matter how hard she tries she can never be happy with her self