You wake up in the dead of night
you want to eat with all your might...
She rips open your soul
and exposes your heart...
The love that you take
and the hate that you give...
Purging ever so sweetly
It's like a thick waterfall...
Every day is a battle
Between fat and thin...
She went to bed that night
With a plan in mind...
Spiralling down ward
Out of control...
Brownies first and cookies last
I binged and purged yesterday...
Every day is a constant battle
Fighting for my life...
Feeling empty...
no control...
The warm, gooey sweetness
comes pouring out, like a waterfall...
I sit, shaking on my empty bed
Crying out every pain I felt...