You know that your life is falling apart when you...
When you feel like everythings a mistake including...

I can’t believe you are leaving me behind.
I know you are giving up on me...

All of my friends are leaving me.
The one I could count on thinks I'm horrible...

I can't explain the feeling,
the pain so intense I just want to die...

I laid there.
that day...

As I stood in the shower wanting to die
I cupped my hands and started to cry...