I am such a fool

Im

Forgotten
Insecure
Nothing
Empty

You have not lived my life so you shall never understand

Its harder to walk away than it is to be left

A cheater is scum the worst of the worst but why then do i love you so its ripping me apart
your a cheating basturd but i love you to much to let you go :S

I look up at you all as i sit in my hole of darkness and all i do is laugh as you act like every think is okay

I know potatos grow in the ground
but carrots grow in trees thats why rabbits jump.

LOl Dont know were that came from just said it in the car at some point lol

Okay, Okay what does that word mean anyway ?

I have cryed more over the last 2 Months than ever before and nobody knows how much i hurt or even why

MY pain is over i am finaly free, i see where i need to be :)

The darkness i felt is nerlly at end and the light can be seen