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Sweet memory.
bitter reality.
flawed life.
perfect misery.

When i smile it hurts the most.

Cry. becuz it hurt
scream. becuz u want
bleed. becuz ur dirt
lifeless, scared, and guant

Open your mouth as u cry of pain
close your soul as u die in the rain

think of how they'll never see
think of how they'll never be
anything but the faceless crowd
who watched u die and slowly bowed

She hurts to much to feel the pain.

Think of how they'll never see
think of how they'll never be
anything but the faceless crowd
who watched u die and slowly bowed

sometimes i think i need to stay
but deep inside my head i know
that all this pain wont go away
unless i let my red blood flow

Shallow is what my parents see
and the world hates me too
if only wronger they couldnt be
my lifes starting to un-glue

everything is happeneing fast
first the pill then the blade
altogether out i past
finnaly my dues i have paid

She waits for the pain to stop as she carves his name into her arm