The twisting of my mind, the escape is not far...
this space i am so familiar with, the bottom of it...

I will b your clown, i will make u laugh and...
tell you that your beautiful as i look at you...

I am littered with the aftermath of it, why is it...
i was standing tall, i would rise above them all...

I'm ere yet gone inside, can feel its always been...
i'm happy, but sad is how i feel. i'm holding on...

I held you and your grip was so tight, u kissed me...

Not in this world, when i was lost and was never...
i was hurt, was i really there, if not yet where...

I cant wait, nor can u. whats the point if u no...

Tonight we will be alone, with out each other to...
i will hold you in my thoughts. where i will be...

If I could find away, then don't you think I would...
Maybe then I could be forgiven. I take it full on...

I'm standing still and yet the world is spinning...
looking down and seeing the world upside down...

Feeling amazing, bursting inside. feeling tall and...
i have overcome and took charge of my life, no...

I cant live in the former me, i have protected me...