My little, messed up
world inside...

The memories of you and me
haunt me every time...

We've all made mistakes in our past
things we wish we could take back...

( my friend Jeff wrote this and i think its good...
go ahead and follow...

My dreams are fading
my life is decaying...

My pain filled heart
it's falling apart...

Merry Christmas
and i love you...

Star light, star bright
wish I may, wish I might...

When i dream at night
your the one i see...

I can look at your face
and its just so great...

Some people may think I'm insane
but i enjoy the pain i feel...

When pain and fear will
fill your body and mind...