'I'm sorry' Doesn't mean a damn thing if you're not the one crying yourself to sleep every effing night!!

Her tear stained face and bloody wrists tells you things that words could never begin to explain…

Please...dont leave me here... I'm scared of what I might do...

I have to believe that tomorrow will be a better day...

I didn't stop you from leaving...Not because I didn't love you with all my heart but because I knew...I just wasn't good enough.

I'm sorry...I'm so sorry that I made the mistake of thinking that you actually cared.

Another night I lay awake dwelling on what could have been. That maybe if I had fought for you then maybe, just maybe things could have been different. These maybes are slowly killing and shredding me inside...

[In this vindictive world it doesn't matter how much I hurt my heart will always love you. That is the irony.]

~*~Truth be told~*~

I can feel your whispers on my skin. Your loving caresses down my back. Your warm lips against my own. And then I wake up only to live the pain all over again.

Memories linger on times that seem so long ago and yet these eyes still cry for you. These Arms still reach for a painful joy that seems to be scarred inside my mind. When will it ever end?