MY LIFE IN A POEM BY ME! my days go by so slow its true. then everyday im left feeling blue.i suffer in sadness. but yet show happyness.i try to be cool and and never show whats true what lies hidden deep inside is something i ony long to hide. i cant keep it in no longer for it never makes me stronger. for days i want to runaway and never say good-bye i wanna know th truth instead of wondering why i wanna know the answers no more lies i wanna runaway and never say good bye.for today is the first day of the rest of my life cuz tomarrow it just to late to pretend everythings alright.i keep running from what , from only a lie i cant stop im afraid ill die i cant live wihtout it just like without you its hard to move on its hard to go on. nobody knows what its like to be me nobody knows what ts like not to be free, free from misery and dispare wanting to get out and disappear.try living like me feeling like a failure try being me and to keep ur life up haveing ur life on the edge and go thre a day without saying ur words and going everyday not feeling like u dont deseve anything........going on knowing ur me!! |
Hes left me alone to cry at night
he left my by myself to fight my own fights...
The pain that cut me in my heart
the suffering that tore my world apart...
I cried for nights and let it out
i wanted to win witout doubt...
It hard to fix a broken heart
but harder to fix two...
Life is to short....grudges are a waste of perfect...
You watched me lose the only thing i gained |
DONT LET YOUR FRIENDS CHANGE YOU FROM WHO YOU ARE, AND DONT LET WHO YOU ARE STOP YOU FROM WHAT YOU WANT TO BE. |
For once in my life maybe my smile is real....just maybe |