Will i ever be good enough?
will i ever do it right...

Crying
Lying...

My laughter, for this blood you'll trade
so kill me, stab me, with a blade...

If one day
you should find me...

**this poem is dedicated to Carrie Tetley**
**Care, if you're reading this, give me a call or...

Burning flesh, searing pain
i want to do it all again...

As they walk down the beach, on a warm summer's...
not a word comes from her mouth...

With a glimmer of hope
i take this blade...

Can't you hear me screaming?
Sharp, jagged words of rage...

What if I can't get over this?
What if I don't know what to do...

There are bombs
Going off all around...

**This is a true story, a real poem, written from...
Rachael- "Hey, Katie, what are those...