Roses are red
so is the blood...

I sit there silently,
waiting for my cuts to bleed...

Sweat
Flowing down my face...

I can't concentrate
I can't sit still...

I watch the world through tear-filled eyes
and wonder up at stormy skies...

Feeling frantic
tightening fists...

I look down at the picture
that i hold in my hand...

Taste the saltiness in each tear
Taste this sadness, so severe...

Look at my life
And tell me you too have cried...

I had brain surgery 6 years ago
it ruined my life...

So far I've had trouble
Living this life that was handed to me...

I miss my kids
I miss my home...