People laugh
People cry...

I woke up this morning
to a brand new day...

She'll always be too young
From my point of view...

This letter is to anyone.. or no one.. i don't...
i should probably be back in the hospital right...

I tried
I couldn't make it deep enough...

I take out my razor
test it's sharpness with a prick on my finger...

Will i ever be good enough?
will i ever do it right...

Once upon a fairy tale
or maybe just upon a dream...

My laughter, for this blood you'll trade
so kill me, stab me, with a blade...

Take my sadness
Take my shame...

**this poem is dedicated to Carrie Tetley**
**Care, if you're reading this, give me a call or...

Burning flesh, searing pain
i want to do it all again...