Behind a happy smile
I hide the real true me...

Yeah, I f-cked it up
so? what else is new...

Finish the program?
no! of course not...

I'm breathing on my own
they say I'm not quite dead...

I wear a mask
you cannot see...

I know that I can do this
God will pull me through...

I'm gonna get better
I'm gonna be well...

It used to be
that i wanted to hurt...

I used to be a cutter
i used to like the blood...

I'm going home tonight
they're sending me away...

I burned myself today
to make sure i could feel...

You used to answer
when i would call...