Razors pain you
rivers are damned
acid stains you
drugs cause cram

guns aren't lawful
nooses give
gas smells awful
you might as well live!

Crazy isn't being broken, or swallowing a dark secret. it's you and me, amplified....

Life is hard
nothing's free
you'll never be what you used to be

You remind me of the times when i knew who i was

It's not true
that death begins after life
when life stops
death also stops

Soon, i know, i'll wake from this dream
but suddenly i know, i'm not sleeping

Not afraid of anything? ME?? Im scared of EVERYTHING!! Im scared of what Ive seen Im scared of what Ive done Im scared of who I am.... But most of all Im scared of walking out of this room and never again feeling the way I feel when Im with you

I like new york
it's real
there's no big smile on it's face
it's dark and painful
and it's honest

I feel like i'm spending all my time just, just trying to be ok.... so that they won't worry....
and, it's so exhausting!

Nothing to run from is worse than something