Razors are painful
Rivers are damned
Acid stains you
Drugs cause cram

Guns are unlawful
Nooses give
Gas smells awful
You might as well live!

The hardest thing in this world, is to live in it.

Psychiatry is like a blind man, in a dark room, looking for a black cat, that isn't really there..
-- it's seeming foreverness, it's high cost, it's vague, esoteric terms....

"I wasn't trying to kill myself. I was trying to make the shit stop."

-Susanna Kaysen, Girl Interrupted

It's not how bad the problem is, but how badly it's hurting the person who has it

If I close my eyes forever
would it ease the pain?
could I breathe again?

I feel like i'm spending all my time just, just trying to be ok.... so that they won't worry....
and, it's so exhausting!

I like new york
it's real
there's no big smile on it's face
it's dark and painful
and it's honest

Not afraid of anything? ME?? Im scared of EVERYTHING!! Im scared of what Ive seen Im scared of what Ive done Im scared of who I am.... But most of all Im scared of walking out of this room and never again feeling the way I feel when Im with you

Not all scars show
not all wounds heal
you can't always see
the pain someone feels

how will you know i'm hurting
if you cannot see my pain?
to wear it on my body
tells what words cannot explain