As i lay here
on top of my bed...
I did get jealous
and that is no lie...
I really do love you
this you should already know...
I can't handle it
cause its taken control of me...
I know it is hard to show
how you feel for me...
To my baby boy,
you know that I want you so...
I thought he was that special guy
but obviously not...
Where do i start
there are so many things to say...
I close my eyes
and i see your face...
I know that i love him
i honestly do...
Why did your dad
Have to break us apart...
When i think of you
my heart skips a beat...