&& honestly i wasnt even worth the truth.

&& the truth is everyone is going to hurt you, you just have to decide whos worth the pain.

Pain dosent hurt when its all you've ever felt.

&& when you start to miss me, remember..you.let.me.go.

&& she picks up the bottle of vodka.
one sip after another.
soon, she cant stop.
shes only trying to drink her pain away.

&& maybe your just scared to admit this might actually be real.

&& your "im sorry" means nothing now, because its just like every other thing you told me ((.lies.))

Ohh its okay. its just my heart, not only did you crush, but completely destroyed.

And ii just picked my heart up off the ground.
dusted it off.
and handed it right back to you..

And her fear of trusting someone was something she had to get over because not everyone was out to break her heart. and not everyone was going to hurt her.