Pixilating images of you sharing a bed
Creating contagious carcinogens in my head...

Somber glow pale morning
The snow came without warning...

Last year was a blister
The last time that I kissed her...

A growing a showing
The essence of life is knowing...

Unconscious drives
Impulses and urges...

Dead leaves scour the grounds around
What once was filled with life lies dead on the...

I found myself in my depression.
Held confessions despite suggestions and learned...

Scripted notions with no emotion
Oceans of frozen tears...

This pain is mine to bear, it's justly unfair
You're the one I adore...

I release the things I love and watch them go
Watch them grow...

Prolonging the inevitable is a sin in itself
Behind my grin, I'm living in hell...

My emotions are dangling and hanging by a thread.
Your smile is strangling with so much left unsaid...