Haven't been on or written in a while. Last time I logged on I was 13! Hoping to get some new stuff in soon! :) |
I love you with all my heart,
with all of my soul...
For my dad,
for not giving a sh*t...
His name came up
on the caller ID...
I dont understand why i run
whenever you go to hold my hand...
For the longest time she felt lonely & scared
she used to cry and no one cared...
And how can you expect me
to just let you back in...
Why am i always thinking of you
while I'm holding his hand...
I dont know about anything anymore
why am i here? what is my purpose...
I thought you were my angel
sent from heavens sky...
There are bad memories that you will never forget no mater how hard you try and there are good ones you don't want to forget..so when people tell you to forget the past how are you supposed to?? |
Im just afraid of the future...im afraid things might not get better the way everyone says they will./..what happens if this just keeps happening over and over and it never stops what happens if i wake up tomorrow and its still not okay |
My mask must be that good my scars explained nothing to no one |
by AmberSherrellxxIve Been Sitting Here Trying To Find Myselfxx