She swallows her 44th pill,
hoping that should be enough to kill...

She looks in the mirror every day,
and her heart fills with dismay...

R.I.P for a girl no one really knew,
she asked herself what to do...

The things you said scarred me for life,
as well as the cuts i made with the knife...

One day i realized all my fears,
that i have a black heart...

Days go by and no one wonders,
where has the other girl went...

I wish i could tell you what was wrong,
but my fear of dreams has lasted to long...

Life goes on,
even if i don't like it ,it does...

You never loved me so why pretend,
i no every one hates me...

I wish to be pretty and thin,
i don t give a crap about whats within...

Im all alone in an open world,
lonliness is my only friend...

I cut myself for me,
i cut myself for pain...