If only you knew the real me, the real me with your name engraved on my arm, the real girl who cries herself to sleep, the real person who secretly hates you and everyone around me.

Bones sticking out
white face and
cold hands
is all you see
but i turn anorexia
into something beautiful
i'm a walking skeleton
and that's all i want to be

... and when you said best friends forever, i thought you meant it.