The nothingness of my mind
The feeling of being left behind...

Kill me now
And kill me quick...

I take these little pills
There suppose to make me happy...

A loaner a weirdo
a twisted little freak...

I have a friend who's always there
When no one else is left to care...

This is my existence
Ended by the knife...

The blade which was once a shiny silver
has darkened from blood spilled...

My mind is a battlefield
Dark, cold and distant...

I've been thinking about what you said
Feelings, emotions & the things in my head...

A dot. A tiny spot
Miniscule. Minute...

How is it possible
to feel so alone...

I thought you was a fighter
i thought you could cope...