I'll wear on this fake smile.. knowing that u dunno me enough to see the pain I'm hiding

You Gotta Let The Past Be Past... As Eventually You Learn That Nothing's Supposed To Last

Why Mend When You'll Just Be Torn All Over Again

Sorrows enthroned in my heart, pledging that we'll never part.

You love it when I climb up high..
just to watch me fall down and die

Yes I've given up and yes life's not fair.. whys it tht wen i needed u the most u were never ever there?

U look at me and u c a tear tht falls 2 the ground..
wen in reality it's a part of me tht got lost and will never be found...

For those who dun hv the time 2 know me but hv all the time in the world 2 judge me.. MY HATE 4 U IS ETERNAL

It's just one cut
just one vein
just a few drops of blood
and no one will remember my name

*from my poem "my pathatic existance"

If only drowning in tears could kill aswell ..