Looking at myself in the mirror with discust for the last time...

Theres nothing to see here anymore besides my blood on the walls in the bathroom looking like a velvet painting sprung to elegant life †

~As the sun weeps upon the waveless dark water in my mind called Hell, the mist steals in with ease to calm my sanity...because i know he shall come for me in my dreams...theres knowhere to run but towards the light †

~Being reminded of you is the reason why I wish I could never remember~

~This is not how i wanted to remember my Life~

~There is a Llove drug...so, where's the Llove?~

~Do you serve a purpose?...~
~Or do you purposely serve?...~

~Just because i have nurves, doesn't mean that I can feel~

~I'm in a room with a dozen men, but your the only one that i see~

~I can handle anything...even if i can't handle you~

~Pretending I don't feel this pain is the only way I don't feel the shame~