You are not trying
To fill this empty space...

I feel the strenght to change today
I'm confident to change my ways...

God tell me why
Me who hates to live...

No, I did not lie,
Tell me honestly, did I...

Today I talked to God again,
And like so many times before I asked him...

Hold me, never let me go
For to you I shall owe...

I want to say I love you
And need you so very much...

I only write about agony
And love which I don't feel...

You see I love you baby
But it was never easy for me...

I was wandering through darkness
No light was shining on my way...

...and I tried
But I couldn't make myself free...

Maybe I am not hurt enough
To write down words that touches...