This long sad
story that i write...

All Alone now I am sitting,
In this silent place forgetting...

If I run they will find me,
If I scream they will hear...

I love you like i breathe
If I didn't I would die...

I'm sick of being who I am,
Can't you just except me...

Long nights,
Cold days...

I look at all the lonely people and how they came...
Looking for love in all the wrong places, its like...

Its like being in the sea of black,when you cannot...
Its like floating around near a black...

Lord who has made me, hear my cry, she did nothing...
She bleeds on the inside and even sometimes out...

The answer to my prayers.
The one who also kills me...

Silently into the night i go, into fragrant night...
this is a song i sang as a solo in choir i thought...

I didn't want you here, in my place of relief so i...
The first shot let me know you were never coming...