I'm trying not to do wrong, but they wont let me do right!

My friends are all the family i will need, they are all i have now, my three girls, Jojo, Hans* and Carly.

I'm trying, but everything i touch turns to mush.

I wish it was me that died and not you!

Would you miss me, if it was the other way around?

Poeople seem unable to think of a thing i did good when they think bout me

You want me to be happy yet you continuously put me down.

Your rite, i cant cope, you happy now?

I just want to crawl under the cover and never emarge again!

I dont want to feel like this anymore!