Why is it whenever I feel as if I am just a step away from what I have been waiting for, it all falls down and I become invisible?

to all those that talk about me THANKS!! for making me the center of your world

This is so wrong saying thigs i havnt said in so long

Have you ever lived my life? Spent one day in my shoes ,if you havent then why do u judge me as you do

Wishing upon a star is what people do when i wish on a star i wish 4 u

You wernt there for me
but i was there for you
you wouldnt die for me
but i already died for you

Tears are the word my heart uses to explain when even my fake smile cant even cover up my pain

A friend is some one who saw the hurt in your eyes well every one else was fooled by the smile

I would never ask if
you dont ever tell me
i know you well enough
to know you never
LOVED ME

I didnt mean to hurt you
i didnt mean to make you cry
Maybe i really loved you
haha arnt i cute when i lie?