Truth is if you got a messed up Mentality bet you gonna get a messed up reality

IN a broken home im left alone

She once called me her rock...the one that kept her sanity
i was hers

`````Jess

Whyd u say u need me if you was gonna leave me

From the moment i look you in the eye and told you i loved you and as you lookd away and said you loved me i knew it was over after that day

I dont understand what god gots pland

It hurt when you walked away but i still had somthin 2 say,,

it hurts to know when u walkd away you broke my heart that day

All the times I’ve tried to change what I’ve become
Looking back at the person I’ve changed from
Living life in pain each and everyday
Yet every second wanting it all to go away

Why is it whenever I feel as if I am just a step away from what I have been waiting for, it all falls down and I become invisible?

(I am just an empty shell of the person I once was