Play by the rules...you're gonna miss all the fun

I've never let my school interfere with my education.

-Mark Twain

"You're always so happy. I wish I had your life." I just laughed, shrugged, and said I'm just good like that, while I thought "you wouldn't say that if you knew how many hours I cried last night before I finally fell asleep."

&& I sat there staring at my favorite food unable to eat thinking "this must mean I love him"...

&& I miss the way he could make me laugh when I didn't even want to smile.

&& I was on my 17th page of funny quotes before I realized that I was doing everything I could think of to distract myself from thinking about him. Obviously it didn't work.

&& I miss the cute way he used to look at me after he said something funny just to see if I was paying attention.

&& I've been crying so long that even my eyelashes seem to hurt

&& I didn't realize how much of a difference he made in my day until the one he wasn't there for

Its the story of my life...I finally found the one I was looking for and he's already gone.