Confessions of an eating disorder
one purge, two hurl, three throw up...

I cannot move my hand to day.. its very hard to...
As last night i did it again... i wanted to end my...

Sometimes i count the hours until I'm free
Until i can be gone from my destiny...

I always feel preesured.. even though I should not...
I cant help but return to the razor.... i have got...

It hit me like his fist to your face
I'm all alone in this big nasty place...

I don't know if this is me and if I'm truly alive
As the smile on my face.. is only there for the...

Carry on this painful path
All the short cuts are marked...

Drunken mistakes line this life
I tried to warn her but she took no notice of this...

I'll tell you a story... one misunderstood
Of a girl that was in trouble.. coping the best...

*Not very Gd just... General rambling bout the...
I feel so dirty.. i feel like a wh/ore i just...

The people in my life i hold so dear
Their lives so f/uked up full with fear...

She is so cold now like a stranger in her home
Quiet as a mouse as she silently roams...