Carry on this painful path
All the short cuts are marked...

I have always needed you
Like these lungs in my chest...

Don't you hate breathing
You can never stop...

I always feel preesured.. even though I should not...
I cant help but return to the razor.... i have got...

It holds the key to my life
Keeps me going... day and night...

Now the pressure builds as i sign on the net
Pretending everything is okay...

The people in my life i hold so dear
Their lives so f/uked up full with fear...

I let them walk all over me.. and take all my...
Take the very last of me...

I'm sitting here looking at the screen
Watching these words form.. with what I'm typing...

I cannot move my hand to day.. its very hard to...
As last night i did it again... i wanted to end my...

You have someone good.. don't let him go to waste
We all know now.. about the life you so clearly...

The power of a blade..It bends and curves grooves...
It captures the red crimson chain...