Sitting on a squeaking chair turning from the TV...
Watching everything slowly turn cold, dark and...

The razor so feeble within my palm
I clasp my hand so tightly... what no harm...

Drunken mistakes line this life
I tried to warn her but she took no notice of this...

Slowly suffocated from the people i hold so dear
So from my suicide note i hope the end will be...

*Not very Gd just... General rambling bout the...
I feel so dirty.. i feel like a wh/ore i just...

It hit me like his fist to your face
I'm all alone in this big nasty place...

I don't know if this is me and if I'm truly alive
As the smile on my face.. is only there for the...

Confessions of an eating disorder
one purge, two hurl, three throw up...