I lay upon my messed up bed
The sheets in disaster beneath my limp head...

You care so much
Why? I'm unsure...

Thrown in the deep end
At such a young age...

If only you'd listened
I tried to let you know...

Why won't you leave me alone?
I don't want you here...

Haunted by nightmares
Tortured by thoughts...

I'm sitting here alone
Hoping i might get a glimpse of you...

Sick of trying
Sick of lying...

So lost and confused
A mixed up mess...

Who am I?
Soft straight hair that flows beyond my shoulders...

You were my big brother
More special than any other...

A room of hate
Inside a web of lies...