You were my big brother
More special than any other...

I don't know what I've done
Or why i ever tried...

Everytime you talk to me
I feel so warm and loved...

In times of need
The one you look to most...

Youre the keeper of my secrets
Holder of my dreams...

Soundless tears fall from my eyes
A secret water i won't let you see...

I never meant to hurt you
I didnt want you to cry...

Im sick of lying
To all those I know...

Sick of trying
Sick of lying...

I'm sitting here trying to reason with you
Although you don't know i'm crying...

My tears so silent
And always hidden...

I'm broken, I'm hurt
In unmentionable pain...