Driving down in the car, it's 95 miles per hour,
I can see the speed, and I can feel the power...
Did last night happen I sat and asked myself,
I dwelled in the past, risking my health...
When times get tough, and life’s not...
I search for someone who can open the gate...
What would the world say
If it really knew my dismay...
Im laying on your bed, music in the background;
You come over to my side, making little sound...
Ive been showered by your blissful ways,
The kind generosity started during early days...
I stand there alone, nowhere to hide
Pain falls upon me, forgetting self pride...
Digging deeper and deeper;
Loosing my mind as I'm...
Poignant thoughts pass,
As I think of what you once were...
The rock that holds me straight
The wind that keeps me flying...
Anguish inside my hidden soul
Repelling all the times I was hurt...
Hold the knife above my head
Gazing into your eyes...