Why is it every night I form a tear
Whilst hugging my teddy bear...

Christmas time is for games and fun,
For making cakes, and the odd bun...

Walking down the road where the lights don't shine
Step after step my feet move back and fourth...

I'm walking a new path
No longer leading the life I lead...

I remember the say that I first laid my eyes on...
And how I wished you could have looked too...

If only you knew how much you really hurt me
How many tears I really cried...

Life is full of unexpected things,
A surprising engagement...

As the trees are swaying outside my window I stop...
What is causing this mighty wind to fall beneath...

It was you who made me hate myself
It was you who was never there...

Think again was what he said
Go deeper into your mind...

When the days grow colder without you
And my voice begins to fade...

In the room they provide my light
They stand there and shine so bright...