Why remember why cry
You can't change the past...

I want to say i love you
but not today;not now...

Everything is perfect, or so it does seem.
But when did the nightmares overtake the dreams...

Tear my heart to pieces,
Throw them in the dirt...

There is a box in my closet,
hidden good and deep...

Try to talk but no words come, try to scream but...
I'm not negative...I'm just realistic...I'm not...

It's hard when one of your friends commits...

If i had one last wish
i would wish for you...

You asked where i was the other night
i wasn't at home is what i said...

When i think of you
my heart beats faster...

If only i could tell you
everything you mean to me...

I never shall forget the way
you kindly looked at me that day...