The true secret of happiness,
Lies within the heart,
But it's unattainable,
When you don't know where to start.

I gotta move on, be who I am. I just don't belong here..... I hope you understand......

All I really want is for you to look at me, really look at me and see me, and love me for who I am. Mom, that's all I want.

I see those shows on tv where the mom and daughter have such a great relationship, and I ask myself, why can't we have that? Why do I have to be someone else in order for you to love me like that?

Why are you always trying to change me? I know I'm not the person you wish I could be. But that person isn't me. This is me, and the truth is, you don't love me.

What hurt more than you screaming at me was when you simply turned and walked away and wouldn't even look at me. Why can you love me because I'm your kid, but not for who I am?

She's finally ready to talk, but sadly, no one is listening.

How are you supposed to feel when your family, who swore straight up that they loved you, doesn't want you anymore? How can they simply turn away when you didn't even do anything?

Grandfather, you have controlled my past, messed up my present, but you have no control over my future. I know what my future is, and it involves your downfall.

My best friend asked why I even cared. She said those things happen, get over it. So, I'm not supposed to care that my family is being ripped apart more and more each day, and they are doing it to themselves?