And you turned out to be like all the other guys....

What happened to us? How did we get here? And most of hall, can we ever get back? I don't think we can. We lost it....

How do you forgive someone who isn't sorry? They don't think they did anything wrong.....

I turn around, beggin for help and.... No one is there.

And you will never know, but sometimes I just feel so incredibly.... alone.

Who was I kidding? I don't belong here. I don't want to be here anymore. Here, in this moment, in this life, on this earth.... I just don't see the point. I lost it.

I scream into the night for you, don't make it true, don't jump.

Spring Nicht(Don't jump)-Tokio Hotel

A thousand words won't bring you back,
I know because I tried.
And neither will a thousand tears,
I know because I've cried.

In memory of Pop, the best grandpa on earth.

March 21, 2008. It's 4 A.M. forever.

What happens when you wake up one day to realize that nothing matters, nothing at all....?

So I'm basically your average teenage girl;
My hair never goes the way I want it to go.
My room can't stay clean for more than a day.
&& there's this guy I'm absolutely crazy about.