Why? Why lead me on, then break my heart?

I would like to stay a secret, like walking in the dark. If no one knows you, no on cares, no one breaks your heart.

I want to run, just start running and never stop. But no matter how fast I run, your words catch up to me, surrounding me in their dark hatred.

I asked him "when you say you love me, do you still mean it?"
He didn't have to answer.
I saw the look in his eyes, that told me he never did.

When everything is going good seems to be the times we fight the most.

True strength is being able to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you completely fell apart.

Why do you get mad when I don't say 'I love you'? Wouldn't you rather me actually mean it, then for it to just be another empty lie, another broken promise? Why do I have to love you today? Can't we just let it grow?

After everything, after finally wanting to change and become better, to have a happier life, after trying so damn hard, I still let them get to me. Still let them push me down, deeper than I was before.

I don't want to be hurt. I don't want to be sad. I don't want to sit alone, in the dead silent of the dark night, a blade to my wrist, wondering if maybe this time I might have the courage to press down hard.

Things will never be like they used to be. We have changed too much, learned too much about each other. We must accept this and move on, be who we have become.