I want you to love me, the way you say you do. I want you to be able to trust me, to count on me to there for you when you need me. Im so sick of feeling like Im about to cry all the time. Its always because of you.

Each day it gets harder, seeing you with her, knowing that you love her and not me. I finally admitted I love you. I used to think, no expectations, no dissapointment. I found out that a little expectation can create a huge dissapointment.

As we sit there in class each day, you are close enough for me to touch, but to far away for me to reach.

Honey, we both said a lot of things. But I'm the only one who ever meant any of it.

I will go ahead and keep smiling. Pretending Im happy, so they will not see. The truth is, all of this is killing me.

I regret nothing, because at one time, it was all worth it.

You asked me if I loved you, and I said "no". But as you turned and walked away, I quietly whispered "Forever and always, Baby".
And the truth is, I do love you. I just can't admit it. I don't want to get hurt again.

The way you look at me makes me happy, the way you talk makes me smile, the way you touch me makes me feel amazing. I just wish I could do all of that for you.

Life is nothing
When the one person you can't live without
Can live without you, but not without her

Everyday is the same. People judging me, hating me because of who I am. When will this all end?