The way you look at me makes me happy, the way you talk makes me smile, the way you touch me makes me feel amazing. I just wish I could do all of that for you.

You asked me if I loved you, and I said "no". But as you turned and walked away, I quietly whispered "Forever and always, Baby".
And the truth is, I do love you. I just can't admit it. I don't want to get hurt again.

I regret nothing, because at one time, it was all worth it.

I will go ahead and keep smiling. Pretending Im happy, so they will not see. The truth is, all of this is killing me.

Honey, we both said a lot of things. But I'm the only one who ever meant any of it.

As we sit there in class each day, you are close enough for me to touch, but to far away for me to reach.

Each day it gets harder, seeing you with her, knowing that you love her and not me. I finally admitted I love you. I used to think, no expectations, no dissapointment. I found out that a little expectation can create a huge dissapointment.

I want you to love me, the way you say you do. I want you to be able to trust me, to count on me to there for you when you need me. Im so sick of feeling like Im about to cry all the time. Its always because of you.

Cut to bleed
Bleed to feel
To feel the pain
Thats sadly real

Earlier, I was reading our notes from a month ago, and realized how different things used to be. Why can't we still be like that, even though you have a girlfriend? I miss you