Based on experience, I have come to find a large chunk of people's life is sadness.

Nowhere to go but going out of my mind......

I don't want it to happen again, but here it is, the sleepless nights, the fights with myself, then endless pain, the overpowering thoughts, slowly going insane. When will this cycle ever stop?

Everyday you tell youself you don't care, and then every night you lie awake and cry about what you don't want to think about anymore. You don't want to think about anything.

It's bad when you are so tired of feeling that you would willingly give up those moments of happiness just to not have to feel the pain anymore.

No one is listening as she screams so silently

It's not about getting through the pain, but how much pain you can stand and for how long.

Grandfather, one day we will meet again. And when we do, maybe I'll remember who you were, or maybe I'll just forget you like you have forgotten me.

My best friend asked why I even cared. She said those things happen, get over it. So, I'm not supposed to care that my family is being ripped apart more and more each day, and they are doing it to themselves?

Grandfather, you have controlled my past, messed up my present, but you have no control over my future. I know what my future is, and it involves your downfall.